Confusion

I find myself wondering what to do because i love to

I am so confused but yet i am in love but at the same time i cant stop thinking of you i dream of you i think of you and sometimes i even see you i wonder what i am doing when i know i have lost you and you may think that i am sorry but i really love you i found some one new because you said that i did not love you .

You said i made your life hell and so i felt i did what i had to do . i felt that i was going to die but on the inside i had no clue why i felt so lonly when i had some one elsa by my side i still think of you i still dream of you i still wont to be with you but i dont know what to do.