Don’t Let Your Eyes Betray You

  The reason your eyes are clouded over is because you really don’t want to expose yourself to the unlimited possibilities that exist right where your feet are planted.  It’s impossible, you say. You tremble at the thought that to take a peak, (an improbable chance) or to believe that another layer of reality does exit for you in the midst of what you perceive as a hopeless domain would be more than you could handle.  But, what if  the circumstances which “LOOK SO BARREN AND UNPRODUCTIVE” are hiding the genuine keys that can and will  fulfill all of your wildest and most exotic/erotic dreams?  ‘Not a chance’, you say.  That’s only your fear talking again.  It’s letting you know, once more, how gravely disappointed in, for and with yourself you will be when it doesn’t happen for you. So, you dare not hope. Instead you continue to walk around half-blind living the life of a disconnected phoney.  But, I declare to you with EVERTHING that exists in this dimension of time and space that there is no such thing as HOPE.  Hope implies DOUBT.  Forget hope.  Don’t ask permission; just do it!  Wake up!!!  There is something else going on, and you should know what that something is.   It is going deep inside of you.  However, it requires a keen observation of watching yourself as you would study a goldfish in a tank.  Not for condemnation but for relaxing surprising information.  How?   Over and over, repeat where your feet are currently standing and state precisely exactly what it is you are doing. Don’t say yes when you normally would.  Say no. Remove the hesitations and pauses in your conversations. Say the one thing you’d never say outloud to the one person you think who would be the most disturbed by your saying it. Laugh for no reason in front of others, then, or watch yourself as you respond to their reactions.  Don’t ask who’s on the phone IF it’s not for you.  Don’t ask:  “How is so and so?”  Go find out for yourself or drop the question, altogether.  Stop pretending to care about something or someone when you don’t.  That’s when GENUNIE caring begins!!! And, finally stop condemning or praising yourself.  Move along. You’re only sleepwalking, remember? Observing yourself, your world and the people in it takes an enormous amount of work, commitment and focus but it’s so much fun. One day, you’ll surprise yourself and WAKE UP.  Then, what do you do?  Ahhh…that’s another juicy topic altogether.