Where Can The In-Betweeners Find Happiness

So, I feel I fit nowhere on either side; too alternative to fit on the popular right and not enough alternative on the counter culture/alt groups to allow you in. I don’t fit in with the majority of society, marginalized or just not looking like you out there. Also, I don’t fit in with the classified consumers at this organization. My mental health is not as extreme, although many days it feels like doom is approaching, and still able to take care of my basic needs without days and hours of supervision. I wouldn’t be too surprised how “wrong” I am for just stating this and how I “should” be here because I am already here.

You can’t always keep friends this way; if “sitting on a fence” is a problem when that is what you are, even after occasionally moving off the fence for a few hours and then come it right back down; when your dream job and skills are one’s no one wants, but not able to have the knack to “try something new” despite time, money, energy, etc. used and still being told I’m not doing enough or just lazy. I’m very much aware of what lazy looks like. I live with one (only just on the outside does it seem that way).

A little mention I want to make finally. If all of this isn’t worded correctly, politely or just doesn’t make any plain sense. I apologize. Because this too is also why I feel I fit nowhere. I don’t know if there was any brain cell damage that I’m not aware of or a doctor isn’t aware of that causes me to sound “weird”. Writing is one of the things I still desire to become. Therapy session also give that opinion to right out your feelings on paper to keep it from sticking and bouncing around inside you. I consider this chapter one.