Losing a Child

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It was like someone stabbing me in the back with a knife. I think God was putting me through a test to see if I could handle the situation. This got the best of me but I made through it. God was still there. I knew that child would find his way back to me. That child thought he needed to weigh his options here. He said to himself ,my place is back with my mom. That child was following promises an didn’t get anywhere, but in a lot of trouble. That child didn’t want to listen to mom but that child wish he had listen. That child and I are closer now than we was before. That child was gone for awhile mentally, now that child is back. Separating a mother from a child is like taking a bottle from a baby. Even though that child was gone mentally that child was always with me in my heart. I felt that child spirit. I knew God would keep that child with me even though we were apart. God let me know that child will be back.  God whisper to me, I will never let that child leave you again. I felt I passed that test. That’s why that child is back in my life now. I finally got the knife out of my back.