Nothing Really

The end is near and nothing can change that and people say that the end of the world is in 2012!!! why can‘t we stop this and this isn’t be stopped by the way… nothing can help this why can I say this with out being troubled with the out come and this isn’t the end of the paper nor the world people are dumb that say the world will end in 2012 this isn’t the way it will end so it will not end and no one can change that lol I laugh at the people that say the world will end in 2012 and that there is nothing that we can do about it and if the world will end it will not be in 2012 the calendar didn’t go that far because the people who made it got tired and said no one will live that long anyways so they said fuck it what is with the polar bears?!? No one knows what the polar bears need they can live in the wild or in the zoo so this is not the end of polar bears nor the end of the world why do little boys still cars lol this is crazy and why would a child rather be in with the cops than their parents  why do parents hit kids these days well I was hit while growing up and I think it did no good I still do whatever the hell I want and nothing can change that I like to type on here it is kind of fun if you will… and it is kind of relaxing. No one can understand what I am going through and no one will ever try to understand what I am going through. I wouldn’t blame them because my life isn’t that great . I sit all day at home and I can’t find a job. I looked for a while but then my car messed up and can’t be fixed now. So, I have no way to get to a job or interview. Hell, I can’t even get to the jobs to put in my application. My birthday is coming up and I don’t think anyone  cares. I don’t blame them really cause I am not the best person in the world but I have been through a lot of things living with Andrew it isn’t funny at all and all I can think  is oh well his day will come when karma comes to take him down like he has done to me. I don’t fully understand why he hits me but I am sure it will continue I don’t know how to make him stop I don’t really care any  more because he is the one that has to stand before God and say why hit would do such a thing to someone of my great nature.  That is it!!!