You Should Not Feel Like This Oh Woman!

I AM A WOMAN

I AM HELPLESS

I AM ONE

I AM NOTHING

I AM NO ONE

I AM PRICELESS

I AM WORTHLESS

 

MY HEART IS VULNERABLE

AS SOFT AS MARSHLAND

PEOPLE THOUGHT I’M EVIL

BUT I’M NOT

PEOPLE THOUGHT I’M OKAY

BUT I’M NOT

THEY ASSUMED I AM STRONG

BUT I’M NOT

 

I’M A WOUNDED WARRIOR

A STANDING LOSER

A BEGGAR OF LOVE

A SILLY CHAMPION

A SMART IDIOT BRAT

A MARTYR

A FOE

A FRIEND

 

PEOPLE SELDOM SEE THE REAL ME

PEOPLE TEND TO JUDGE ME

WHEN WILL MY LOVE BE RECIPROCATED

WHEN WILL MY EFFORTS BE NOTICED

WHEN WILL THEY TAKE CARE OF MY FEELINGS

WHEN WILL THEY BE PROUD OF ME

WHEN? WHEN? WHEN? WHEN? WHEN?

 

I AM AS HOLLOW AS A DARK CAVE

MY FEET ARE ALMOST IMMERSED IN QUICKSAND

ANYTIME IT WOULD EAT ME UP

ANY MOMENT EVERYTHING WILL BE GONE

WOULD THEY CARE IF I LET GO OF THE VINE

WHICH I AM HOLDING ON TO RIGHT NOW

WOULD THEY NOTICE IF I FALL

ON THAT CLIFF WITH WILD TIDAL WAVES BELOW ME

WOULD THEY SHED A TEAR

WOULD THEY SOB

WOULD THEY REGRET

WOULD THEY WISH ANYTHING GOOD FOR ME

 

 

I CAN’T AFFORD ANOTHER LIE

I CAN’T AFFORD ANOTHER BETRAYAL

MY WORLD ALREADY CRUMBLED DOWN

MY WALLS WERE RUINED

I AM A DEBRIS

LEFT BY EARTHQUAKE

I NEED HELP

I NEED CONSOLATION

NO ONE’S THERE TO OFFER ME

ALL THE DOORS WERE SHUT

DO I REALLY DESERVE THIS

DO I NEED TO BE HURT?

 

 

I AM LEFT TO DECIDE

BUT NOTHING SUITS MY PALETTE

I JUST WANT MY LIFE BACK

I WANT MY LOVE BACK

NO BILLIONS COULD MASK IT

NO SMILE COULD FAKE IT

I AM NOW MISERABLY HURT

BUT STILL FIGHTING FOR IT

 

 

WHEN WILL I GET MY DUE

I HOPE IT’S NEVER TOO LATE

I HOPE THEY WOULD APPRECIATE WHO I AM

BEFORE I AM GONE

I TRUSTED TOO MUCH

AND THIS IS WHAT I GOT

TEARS, PAIN, AGONIES AND MISERIES

I LOVED SO MUCH

BUT MAYBE IT WASN’T ENOUGH

WHERE DID I GO WRONG?

WHICH WAY I SHOULD TURN MYSELF ON?

MY BEST WASN’T ALL THAT IS NEEDED

EVEN HOW MUCH I TRIED

SOMETHING IS STILL MISSING