Accepting myself for the new changes and new life that I am currently living.  I went from the being in a relationship for almost two years and was a teenager who didn’t care what anyone thought of me so I went and did what I wanted and just went about me.  Not caring for my family only about me and my boyfriend at the time.  Then months passed by and our relationship came into an end and there was no going back to each other and trust me it was hard at first but let me tell you everything changed for the good.  Weeks later I was hanging out with my best friend which is a guy and realized that ever since we’ve known each other I was having feelings for him that I could not hold back and was not going to hold inside.  So that day we were hanging out together I told him I needed to talk to him about something.  I was so nervous and didn’t even know how to start the conversation.  So I just started to talk and my feelings started to spill out and I couldn’t control them at all.  I was waiting for an answer from what he thought so I just sat there thinking to myself “did I say the wrong thing or something?”  Sooner then I knew it we were locking lips and I couldn’t stop it and that was the day we both realized that us two best friends were meant for each other and that I was ready to be treated right and like a queen on her throne.  Ever since that day I am on cloud nine and nothing is taking me away from that either I am in love and yes I know your thinking that I moved to fast but I really didn’t everything is right and he came along and took my heart and sweep-ed me off my damn feet and I couldn’t control anything that was going on in anyway it was PERFECT. 

Basically, even though you come out of a relationship and it was one that lasted for awhile and you thought it was going to be forever and it just ended well to be honest if it ends just let go.  You can’t keep fighting for something that won’t fight for you in anyway in the end to keep hold of you.  You can get better and see what it’s like to be treated oh so right instead of like trash.  Move on with life and find that person instead of dwell on what you lost.