Bliss of Solitude
by About the art of living. Aabout how one can gain optimism in life despite the frustration and anxiety in life.
Commit suicide or console yourself. Mitigate pain of fuel the flame. Conflict between heat and heart continue. When the things that have not been thought occur or events that have not been imagined take place, I can not acclimatize myself to the situation. I, therefore, get flabbergasted.
All these events and incidents that had their impact on my consciousness steeped into my pessimism. then I was unable to cope with the stress and strains of my private life. I failed to withstand the mental injuries.
The more I endeavor to forget, the more my heart recalls the sad story of the past. Those who used to speak kind words and behave as true friends turned into foes. She who promised to be a life partner betrayed me. My staff who enjoyed the last dinner in my house never gave me a call when I happened to quit job. People whom I was dedicated misunderstood me. Wherever I go to apply for a post, My name among all others is left out. My good behavior is deemed bad by others. He who promises to appoint me betrays me.
My journey is too difficult. Everywhere I go, there is only betrayal and deception. I find no way through which I could lead my life to the highway of happiness, where I could forget all my sorrows and miseries. All the roads I follow take me to the ocean of tears. Neither I could console myself nor pacify my heart. Die or survive! The words ring into my ears again and again. Life become terribly painful if there is more than gain in life.
All of a sudden, I listen to an instinctual urge ‘to live’ and ‘to struggle’, ‘be bold and courageous’, ‘cope with difficulties and sorrow’, and ‘try try until you succeed’. I shut the door. i remain alone in my room. I fall into meditation and think about my life. The world is selfish. No one is there to share tears but laughter. Don’t expect other’s sugarcoated words. It is you, only you, and will be just you.
God sees the truth, your struggle, but wait. Learn some lesson of life from people whom have suffered a lot of hardships and who do not live a life of ease and comfort. Trust your heart and believe in your principle of life. This is how one get mental and psychological solace from within. It is my own solitude and nothing else that motivates me to see life in a positive light and gives me plenty of consolation. In this context, an American Poet John Berrryman rightly said, “Life, friends, is boring. We must not say so.”
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