Do you know Cancer?

I am talking about the cancer that takes shape in the form of a person, not in a person, of a person.

Not the nicest subject to talk about I know, but none the less, I ask you, do you know cancer?

Perhaps someone you know already, someone you have just met or someone you have yet to meet. You may have recognized what they were before they spread their disease throughout your life and families lives, or you may not have. Either way, you know or will know someday exactly what I am talking about and the cancer I am referring to.

Cancer is out there. It is a person so consumed by hate for them selves and others that they surround themselves with a fantasy world making up stories and creating this little screenplay of their own to star in. Sometimes its obvious hate and other times it’s undetectable, at first, but take a deeper look and you will see it. These people spend their time manipulating others, especially loved ones who are trusting and so easily swayed with their morals so easily challenged, controlling all those around them that when they lose control they lose all grip on reality to the point where suicide becomes an option, well, that is what they want us to think, a way of gaining control back, quite effective in some cases.

They are over emotional creatures, very temperamental and so delusional they will go as far as to contradict themselves in the same sentence all if it means proving you wrong and themselves right one way or another. This type of cancer is toxic, do not be fooled, their smiling faces, false words, oh so caring and considerate actions are all fake, just an act but don’t get me wrong these people are smart. They are Albert Einstein smart. They crave the spotlight and all the attention that goes along with being a star, as far as they are concerned there are no limits to what has to be done to get that attention, break a bone, fake an illness, plot and scheme against those ranking higher than them in this journey called life, some even go as far as murder, oh yes, do not be fooled, these people are dangerous, these people are sick, be warned, you have no idea what it is capable of, this cancer is poisonous. This cancer will kill you.

Slowly and painfully it will humiliate you without sparing a thought for your feelings or your life, your children, husband or wife. This cancer has no mercy nor has it sympathy, it lacks the strength to understand the ramifications of what it does, the impact its cold actions have on people, it has no concept of the word love or all that love entails, though how wonderful love is, and how sad it is to be without it. This cancer fails to succeed in life and chooses to poison those around bringing them down so it can climb over the top of them to go further in the rat race of life. It’s like a sponge, it will smother you with its bacteria filled contents, a history of similar diseases and poisons that are close to the heart, accomplices if you will, drawing in your every being and slowly sucking the life out of your helpless body while it eats at you, picks at you, feeds off you till you are dead, becoming nothing more than a walking zombie succumbed to this cancer and when it has finished taking all it needs from you, all it wants from you it will discard you like yesterdays rubbish, obsolete and no longer of use only then to be thrown out so it can move onto the next sap, the next victim, the next fool to be played and consumed.

You can fight it all you want, with all your might you can try to reason with it, though beware, it will be at your own peril.

But you can survive this cancer, there is a cure, an antidote, so do not give in to temptation and lower yourself to their level.

Be strong.

Coat yourself with a shield of love for you know the power love can have and you know that love will always win over hate just as good will always win over evil.

Be strong.

Do not listen to its lies, negativity or ill-will.

Be strong.

Forgive this cancer for all the hurt it has caused, even the hurt caused knowingly and yet willingly. Forgive this cancer for all the damage it has created in your life, knowingly and deliberately.

Be strong.

Walk away with your head held high with pride knowing that you have done no wrong, do not look back, severe all ties completely with this cancer. Why would you want to hold on to any ties with this disease?

Be strong.

I cut the cancer out of my life, it was not easy and it hurt like hell, it still hurts but I would be hurting even more had I have left it in my life. It was slowly consuming every part of my being, I was dying inside and deteriorating on the outside being taken over by this cancer, this cancer in the form of a person. A person very close to me who knew me before I was even born that pretended to be my Mother and told others that she was as much. She was not my Mother. She was a poser. She manipulated me and used me. She kept me in her pocket. I have been backstabbed by this woman. She is not a woman, she is the cancer I speak of that comes in the form of a person. This cancer has lied to me, blackmailed me, abused and threatened me, emotionally beaten and drained me.

I was not strong.

But cancer was not going to take my life, not this cancer, not any cancer. It was not going to take any more of me, no, not I.

I became strong.

I walked away. Packed my emotional bags and walked away. I severed all ties and walked away. I did not look back, I looked towards the future, looking to what lies ahead, all the beauty of the world around me that I had been struggling to see before and then my eyes were open and my heart filled up with love. I could breathe again for I had rebuilt myself, I had the technology.

Have you had to deal with cancer in your life?? And again, I am not talking about the disease. I am talking about the cancer that comes in the form of a person. Not in a person, of a person. Remember these words… be strong, recognize and walk away, do not look back and you will survive. Now I am not saying that it will be easy, in fact, it will be one of the hardest and most hurtful things you will ever have to experience in your life but you can survive, you must survive.

Be strong.

So I ask you, do you know cancer??

What are you going to do about it??