Cancer of the Non Disease Kind

Be strong.

I cut the cancer out of my life, it was not easy and it hurt like hell, it still hurts but I would be hurting even more had I have left it in my life. It was slowly consuming every part of my being, I was dying inside and deteriorating on the outside being taken over by this cancer, this cancer in the form of a person. A person very close to me who knew me before I was even born that pretended to be my Mother and told others that she was as much. She was not my Mother. She was a poser. She manipulated me and used me. She kept me in her pocket. I have been backstabbed by this woman. She is not a woman, she is the cancer I speak of that comes in the form of a person. This cancer has lied to me, blackmailed me, abused and threatened me, emotionally beaten and drained me.

I was not strong.

But cancer was not going to take my life, not this cancer, not any cancer. It was not going to take any more of me, no, not I.

I became strong.

I walked away. Packed my emotional bags and walked away. I severed all ties and walked away. I did not look back, I looked towards the future, looking to what lies ahead, all the beauty of the world around me that I had been struggling to see before and then my eyes were open and my heart filled up with love. I could breathe again for I had rebuilt myself, I had the technology.

Have you had to deal with cancer in your life?? And again, I am not talking about the disease. I am talking about the cancer that comes in the form of a person. Not in a person, of a person. Remember these words… be strong, recognize and walk away, do not look back and you will survive. Now I am not saying that it will be easy, in fact, it will be one of the hardest and most hurtful things you will ever have to experience in your life but you can survive, you must survive.

Be strong.

So I ask you, do you know cancer??

What are you going to do about it??