Finding Your Abode

You are so accustomed to a personal beguiling mind set, unconscious of its debilitating effects, the challenge will be to ‘steer clear’ of the icebergs of ‘preset boundaries of comfort’ in your present life. Yes, it will take a ‘steady as she blows’ determination, but you can do it.  Who was it that turned the tables over when the initial purpose of a sacred sanctuary had been defiled by turning into a den of thieves? The same type situation has occurred in you. Abandoning your ship has robbed you of your focus, intrinsic enthusiasm and influence. You must return to your first love with added resolve and gut-wrenching fortitude.  It’s going to take that kind of determination while setting sail on the massive ocean liner’s project of finding your true abode. For your information, you must be aware of the prerequisite involved. [Detachment: An exchange of the familiar for the unfamiliar; the personal for the impersonal.] Does that scare you? Does the idea of delving too deep into your current motivations conjure up all sorts of cauldron boiling limitations? {Isn’t that what they call therapy?}An honest evaluation of your desire to serve yourself {without feeling the need to overcompensate in order not to feel guilty} will prove to be beneficial and will lead you to an actual bona fide realization of pure aspiration.  Can you give yourself the needful microscopic attention and focused neutral interest long enough until the anarchistic break-through is discovered, established and maintained? Easy, it’s not. {We tend to lie to ourselves without being aware of it.} Rewarding, it is. {True liberty offers a life without restriction.}  However, tis’ true: “To whom much is given; much is required.”

No more imitation for you. You are basically tired of following the crowd: {blind leading the blind; and, everyone falling in the ditch} Stake your claim!  Refuse to be snared into a mind set of reasonableness and logic.  Explore, expose, experience the sexually stimulated divine spirit of creativity within.   Remember: sexual energy is the highest form of spiritual energy available to mankind. Use it as you will with no apology or defense. No pretense, either.  Step up to the palate of your personal desire and create what you will! Paint, draw, sing, dance, build, compose, instruct, conduct, write, create, mold, stamp, carve, instill, drive, push, pull, swirl, swoon, speak, seduce, spin, vibrate to that level where you and you alone will inhabit. Fill your cup to overflowing in goodness and mercy!  Like the sacred meteor you are, soar to heights yet unimagined and traversed. Then, and only then, will you serve YOU, your life, world, relationships, work, and career in a manner fitting, notwithstanding your revered purpose with dignity and honor.