Meaningful Sayings From a Journey of a Patient’s Life

My mood burst out like a volcano…I couldn’t even control my temper. My mind went crazy. I used to see another of mine floating in the air. I was scared, I was sacred for being punished in such a cruel way…I accused God for being unfair to me. Fear and illusion were soon creeping into my mind. I was never had laugh, it was really suffered for me to continue this journey of life…When you saw me, I’d cried for a lifetime, even I was just crying for an hour…

In front of this deadly disease, I became so fragile and was stricken to succumb so easily…I’d wished to understand my wounded heart, and I’d even wished to know why stars didn’t shine in my path. But always painful feeling brought me back to graveyard…Cries of pain left me helplessly…I’d been here trying my very best to alleviate the evil, but I was unable to do that, for I too suffer…and so I let my soul to be tortured for many countless days…

Upon the decision to release my soul, I heard a voice from my inner heart. The voice was gentle enough to comfort my painful feeling. A flash of light was shining through the window, forming a circle ring on the wall near to the bed where I was sleeping on….

I saw the light. I saw the rainbow. The light had lit my life up. That was no reason for me to be scared. I knew that God was coming to inspire me…to lift me up…

No matter how my emotion was- good or bad- the sun is still shining brightly there. My life has been tasteless, but later I become aware that living happily at each moment can help me face my disease better. With strong desire strength to survive in an extremely painful situation, I started observing miracles come into my life. For me, it was just like a release from the jail the disease had turned my body into.   

The longings for peace, the search for health, and the unbearable sufferings, have never brought me ecstasy to cure my loneliness…In compassion to seek for love, I’m still waiting for love to walk into my life…

Time can destroy everything. Time can also cause me to succumb to death. Time has indeed shredded my soul into pieces. I’ve to be strong, and I need to live with courage and dignity.

One sunny day, one stormy night and one disastrous day, all challenge my life. One snail’s pace, one single day, are all kept to change. After crying, I should learn to appreciate my face. Past, now, tomorrow are alternately coming…

This disease has woke me up…it doesn’t mean to destroy any hopes, but it reflects many roles of stages- happy, struggling, screaming, and irritating- that are combined with unexplainable expressions, screening vividly in front of my eyes. I’ve learnt much from this script…I thank God for getting me out of this unpleasant place…

Depression, anger, uneasy, and negative thoughts as well, can’t just curb my worst situation from raging wildly.

Heading towards a recovery, it teaches me to care for my health. I used to stay out all night, smoke, have fast foods (hamburger, nuggets, hot dogs and etc.) as my main meal, hated to exercise my body, eat more meats but less fiber foods; and due to my working environment, I drank less water and even was constipated for weeks. This unhealthy lifestyle has much taught me a good lesson.

A good medicine is actually found close to me. It’s my love, compassion and courage that have led me to recovery and finally I have my health restored.

Note: The person I described here was not me, it was a story of a patient that had inspired me to write this piece.

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