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Memoirs of a Schizophrenic

Schizophrenia, a disease that affects one in a hundred people.
This is a composite of a person that has been inflicted with the disease and how they perceive reality.

The doctors and the nurses here are the ones that are nuts, I tried showing them the keys and explain about the land of truth and they did not see it.

They do not understand that you helped me to evict the village of little people living in my mouth, as you know how they tried to get you to leave the country and steal the keys from them. I am working on your mission, I am working on the recruits to lead the white army against the Blue Meanies and take us to the land of truth and understanding. It’s been a struggle trying to convince my family as you know it’s most important to me that they each get a special key.  I am afraid though they are part of the great plot with the doctors to destroy the submarine and remove you as the great leader of the White Army.  I will convince them all that you and I will lead them to the greater truth and in the matter if they refuse, then I will have to leave them all behind, which is not the route I prefer not to go.

 The doctor as well tried to tell me my marijuana use, is what in his mind is causing my delusions.  “My delusions”? I asked him.  He is the one who is delusional for how he can’t see you actually sitting with me in our sessions confirm that he is the one who is off his rocker, not me or you.  Remember the time he ignored your questions and answers in the last session.  I was content to just sit there and listen as you were speaking for me.  You saw how frustrated I became when he just sat there and wrote notes each time you gave him an answer.  He tried to explain as he put it, as a paranoid schizophrenic delusion and the meds will bring me to a sound reality.

Man, it was not for you removing me from the cross they tried to crucify me on; we would not be on this great mission today.  Since my father died, they also do not understand that he is the father of truth, my mother is the spirit of truth and I am the son of truth and now that I hold the keys to the Yellow Submarine and the sea of green.  And through our efforts we can take the 144,000 and bring them all to living a life of ease.

 

You know what else I found out?  The nurses here are actually agents of the government who are under the control of the Blue Meanies, they have communication devices with them that send out mind signals to control the thoughts of the population.  I saw them putting out the signal to the TV the other day during the news, it was at that exact time that the anchor, who is one of us told me about the poison in the meds and as well told me to be careful of the food as it is laced with a mind control substance that will bring me to their conformity.   Once the signal hit the TV, the anchor would no longer communicate with me directly.  I am sure he is one of us though, as he did manage to get a coded message out to me through the commercials.

I think it is in our best interest that you still speak on my behalf and for me to still refuse to speak to anyone until such time we can break the news on the conspiracy to the world.   I am working on the new invention that will send out an electro magnetic pulse which will only disrupt  their signal, once complete we can stop the signals to the TV and radios and the message will get to the world.

 

I will write back in a few days to give you a progress report.

Till then, we need to keep all communications in code and in secret.

I will send signal you when it is safe to transmitt.

Yours, Thomas.

 

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  1. WebScribe

    On November 24, 2010 at 5:09 pm


    Great view from the inside, but I can hardly imagine how scary it must be to see the world like that.Your book should be a winner if it takes readers to that “other world”, where everything looks sinister and menacing. Thankfully, when the readers are done they can close the book and come back to reality; I wish it were the same for your brother.

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