Admitting You Have Feelings for Your S.o.s

I feel like banging my head against my desk. I’m a smart, mature, and head on her shoulders type of young woman. Not a girl, who gets nervous around a guy or can barely think straight when he is around. I’m basically not used to having a big crush on a guy and it’s running me completely crazy.

Okay, referring to the boy as he or guy is so stupid. So let’s call him Mark.

Mark is amazingly sexy and mature for his age. Whenever he talks to me I feel so weird but in a good way weird. At the same time he can be annoying as a fly by teasing me or zoning out on me while I’m talking to him.

There’s still a lot I don’t know about Mark and I’ve only known him probably a couple of months. I guess I should just wait for him to make a move or try to hang out with him more. I don’t really want to tell him how I really feel about him, because that might make things awkward between us. Of course I don’t want to mess up our friendship either.

As a teen in love, I hate when my friends or others tease me about having feeling for him. Especially when he’s sitting right there and can hear. It’s so embarrassing. I just hope he doesn’t already know I like him. So when I feel it’s right to tell him, I can.

I hope you other teen lover are doing better than me.

Good luck and I’m out.