An Experience with Extreme Feelings of Love

Love is a powerful emotion no matter from whom it comes and in what form. But the sense of belonging usually comes when we feel we are getting this love from someone of the opposite sex. Of course because of this, relationships come into existence. So far I have had four relationships, but have been in love only with two of my boyfriends. However, before starting my last relationship the love feeling I had for the ex was mere a longing. I was attracted to him because of the way he talked, the way he cared for me and things we had in common. Soon I warmed up and fell in love when I realized that I missed him everytime he was out of my sight. But the real experience of love emotion I gained from my current boyfriend. I must say that the beginning of the chapter was insane. It was a love at first sight which eventually grew into a rare thrill. Trust me, it totally came as a surprise.

Only ten minutes ‘ conversation with him left me in a different world. It became difficult for me to drive home for I suddenly found myself hallucinating. The brake paddle disappeared and traffic signals looked like Christmas lights. I was no more on the road, but in the sky. Everything looked beautiful because for the first time I met a person of the opposite gender. I could not help smiling at simply nothing. On the way, I had to go to the pharmacy to pick up my mom’s medicine. But instead of going to the pick-up station I found myself walking around store for three hours with no real goal in mind. I was just too happy. Somehow that day I reached home, but my mind remained triggered with thoughts of him. Next day was weekend. I talked to him on the phone all evening. However, it was not about love, but about other worldly things. Yet later at night I struggled to sleep. I felt as if some kind of drug was injected into my blood stream that left me in ecstasy.  I tried my best to force myself to sleep, but it was of no avail. I was going through a process of rebirth.  Once again I was stepping into the world and the only human I saw was him.. It was all extraordinary and I knew feeling of being in heaven could not be better than this.

But soon this extreme in emotion developed into something stable as we two started our new relationship.  Now it feels good to realize that he will be with me till my death!