Another of Life’s Moments…..karma It Does Return

Each day I find out something new about myself, the word “naivety” was pointed out to me as being a part of my personality, something I never really understood about myself. In the present situation it has become clear that my naivety allowed me to learn an important lesson on the journey.

When we (my husband & I )first meet the gentleman that we keep company (see earlier blog Believe).I saw this gentleman in a certain light that allowed me to over stand unconditional love a tough lesson to learn. I saw him as a child in need and his only wrong was working too hard and not paying attention to his life, something I thought that love could heal, the love we offered. Despite the fact that a small point bothered me, his depression did not match his sin, so to speak. His rants are daily filled with rage which led me to question what was really torching him. Our conversations about karma would always be the same I would reply  “karma was for everyone, we all get what we deserve, the good,bad, and the in the in between” and he would always exit the room, I found it odd. If I had known his fears about karma I might not of said anything.

Two days ago the gentleman admits his truth, what had been really torturing him to my husband and I. It was like a flash of light that’s what it felt like, because the next day it was as if the conversation never took place. I now know why the guilt is so heavy, the punishment fits the crime, so to speak. The truth was  spoken to us for what felt like only a second, his guilty will last a life time no amount of love can heal you, if you won’t let it.

I see a shadow in his heart and a darkness in his eyes as if he waits for his death…..That’s karma. I was naive to think I could change what his karma has dealt for him.

At first being naive allow me to see  a child in need and show it true love and now seeing the truth I see a frail man that must live with his deeds.

We all deserve a chance to be loved despite our past, but despite our past we must be responsible for it and take ownership of the past then release it with all lessons learned that is the beginning of karma. Do what you will in this life, but remember it will all come back to you.

Soon the universe will connect us to somewhere else and I look forward to sharing those lessons with you.

safe travel…

love,light,joy

Sona