Blog 11-08-11

irony is a confusing aspect. why is it that something is only ironic if it means something completely opposite what it says? or what you expect to happen? in fact, the description of irony reminds me of nothing other than sarcasm.

it’s not like everything is ironic, nor is it sarcastic. there are things that are serious, and there are things that are humorous. but if you think about it, when someone says something meaning to be ironic, or humorous, in response to something someone else thinks of as serious, the person trying to be humorous accidentally hurts the other persons pride, or feelings even.

irony is nothing to be taken lightly. not any more at least.

i am a victim of irony, and sarcasm, and many other things.

sometimes i get really angry, but i don’t let any one else know. i figure, if i silently suffer the anguish, the anger, then no one dear to me will have to suffer. its an odd sentiment, if you think about it. the people you hold close are supposed to be supportive and helpful. if you fear they will suffer if you suffer openly, then are they really worth the time?

i think they are. it just shows how much you take in to consideration their emotions. it shows exactly how much value you put on friendship and relationships.

in my oppinion, i am a horrible person, because, after roughly twelve years, i am no longer the girl i used to be, i can’t hide my pain, my anger, or my confusion. i can’t take anyone elses well being into consideration any longer.

i am, in fact, baffled by how many friends i have made and kept, as well as the boyfriend i am with. i am rather confused as to why he stays with me, considering all the drama that seems to follow me. but he has stayed with me, so he must love me, right?

well this is an interesting thing, i am open and honest when i have something bothering me, and no one around me is free enough to talk.