Can You Trust Someone Who Broke Your Heart?

We usually find ourselves sobbing under a pillow wondering if we could still move on.  Wondering what will happen if we let go or if we hold on?

If someone just cheated on you, would you give them a second chance, for what, to cheat again? Or to just trust them without remorse, would it be that easy.

Actually happened to me one time, when I thought everything was perfect. Then it goes a woman’s instinct, without a word said, we just can feel it. And when it was confirmed, emotions are mixed up. I wanted to do something really stupid like smash a girl’s face or anything much worse. The pain is so searing, not able to compose myself. 

I would like to runaway to a place where he could not see my weakness, my tears. But something unexpected happened; I could not believe I am seeing like that. I saw his tears and it is more painful to look at than mine. It is unusual for a guy to cry, and it is not a crocodile’s tears, if it is then he should be a very popular actor. But he is not; all I know deep from my heart, he is crying not because of what he has done but because of the thing that made me suffer.  And all I know was he is there in front of me, kneeling, asking for anything to pay the pain I felt. He did not even notice that we are in front of his parents.

There goes the dilemma, but of all the pain I went through I wouldn’t really waste one point in my life to lose. This is not a competition, but I feel like a loser if I will just give the other girl a laugh at me.  I have realized one thing, we could still be happy if we learn to forgive although we could not forget. I didn’t give up, I fought of what I felt and it is not a second chance I am giving him, it is love. And with love I still trust.

We always could mend a broken heart, even if it is our own which will only depend on our every decision.

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