“disconnected” Without Notice
It’s not your fault. Release the pain that surprises bring. Learn to laugh and be thankful for the sudden surprises, even when it is not what you wanted or expected. Be thankful that the person expressed honesty about their feelings, and do not try to control them to give you what they are not ready to give, or don’t know they have it to give.
Still Crying
So I thought I could share it with some buddies out there. Cause I need some real attention right about now. I don’t have any more friends. (Tears are falling) I know better. I am not supposed to be trying to date in the first place. I told myself not to let this man steal my heart. And I know our society has conditioned us to think that love is all about sex, why would anyone with old fashion ideas think we can find real love? See, this atmosphere believes that love is in the corner drugs, magazine cover, Sears catalog, and ebay, pre pay, today. Plenty women many and even a few, all have the same between the fan. Who needs a lifetime of commitment to one? Who needs to enjoy holy matrimony between man/woman sharing likenesses and differences, enjoying sex with one partner? Who needs to try and work out the differences and be friends and take pleasure in each other’s laughter through unique experiences, even become spiritual brothers and sisters through delicate times until you meet your true onetime, lifetime partnership? Who? ME!
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