Game Called Love

New Years Eve what an incomparable gift, I got. A simple missive yet comes to a sympathetic (?) sender “I do miss you, see you around” I find deep contentment in a message as I emerged relieve and smiling. But when I see him he looks so different, not the typical I use to know. He loses much weight from the looks of it, there is still a pain in his eyes and I feel the same excessively. But things never that easy to forget even so, the meeting finally erase any doubts and question in me. His way out to initiates for reconciliation, though, pride in me battles in a way, the love and chemistry was there, lead to back in each other arms again… Yes, what’s really won me over his gamely determination to win me back even if he gets start on the starting point through the finish line. Crazy called love. 

But ours love affair is like one roller coaster ride, we had a fight, led to temporary beak up. Nearly two months ago, history repeats itself. But in the first beak up it was he who is jealous. The last time, it’s the other way around. It’s I, who is getting over jealous. Behind those break up a 3rd party involved. And knowing the real and true him afterwards. Well, he has mastered the skills of venture, jerk and, of shifting gears. And I think ending a game is only way our love to go. So, I insist “Stop. Finish. The play-off is closed. The game is over. Absolutely, unappealable, and executory!”

True such love is like a game, we will take hazards and having gambles. It may lead us somewhere to our goal or away from it. It may lead us nowhere, or it may lead us to a dead end. Be careful! Name game: his attitude contrary to his godly-name. Anyway, daredevil who looks pretty good at the time, comes in many guises. Clue: He’s such an insolvent person and the worst kind of guy I ever met!