Happy Endings

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After all the heartaches I thought my heart melted like plastic and I felt numb for the next couple of months but then I met Erich. He was the sweetest guy who made me felt needed but he was also the worst damn cheater that I have known. While he was telling me sweet words like he wanted to be my lover and I would be the woman he wants to marry and he would give me everything he can to show how special I am to him, in my back he was also telling these things to different women. I have known that he has a girlfriend already but he insisted that I am the girl that he wanted to be with and that his relationship with his girlfriend is not important compared to me. At first, honestly speaking, I believed everything he said to me and I trusted him. After saying he’ll going to take care of me, he won’t leave me, and so many romantic words, he made me fell into his curse. I gave myself for the first time to a man whom I trusted and loved but after just one night he left me and continued playing games with other women he knew. Then I saw a lot of proofs that he was just playing with me like he was doing to other women that he met. He just treated me like some other girls. This was the worst thing that happened to me. After one night it all came just like a nightmare when I woke up.

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Now, I don’t believe in fairytales or in happy endings. There is no such thing as prince charming. There is only a princess who can be sad or happy. A princess like me without anything, without love, without prince and happiness will be out of the fairytale but will be on novels.

If true love will come my way in the future, that I do not know but today I promised myself “I won”t be fooled again’ and I will take care of my broken heart since it’s taking too long to heal. I won’t ever look for someone who will bring back the broken million pieces of my heart because I don’t think someone can bring it back.

For those who are in a relationship right now, I’ll tell you guys you’re lucky to love and fell loved so you must not waste time on least important things. Let your love one feel that they are special and always remember how lucky you are because someone has loved you and you felt loved even just once unlike the people who haven’t loved even once. Lucky you are for not shedding sea of tears for feeling ignored and left alone. Your simple love story can be the best fairytale of time. So if you’re in a fairytale right now, go ahead and make everyday a “once upon a time” and a “happily ever after,” because you never know if tomorrow you’ll end up crying over a love that you still continue to feel even if it has been ended already.