I Can’t Hurt Him and He Can’t Hurt Me

I have once said that all men are the same. Maybe. in a sense I still feel that I am right. What I mean by that is there are the many men that are liars, cheaters, and so-called players. I have been through hell and back in my life so far and for all of you who know me than you are probably shaking your head yes right now as you sit and read this. I fell in love and well of course fell out of love. I have made mistakes and well it seems as though well I am still making them.

I have a hard time trusting people well men that is, for all you women reading this as well as men who have the same problem I guess we have all be hurt some how and in some way.

So, its seems weird to me to actually find a decent guy to talk to. I mean I think he speaks his mind and his heart but I keep questioning everything about him. I know that sounds dumb and some might call me foolish but until you have been in my shoes then and only then can you pass judgment on me. I mean we are just friends right, and we have not been talking that long,  so there is no harm in that I can’t be hurt and either can he.

One of these days I will be able to just let go and least I hope but for now I guess I just have to keep questioning his motives and mine. I want to learn how to trust again and for a moment just be able to love and be loved without having to live up to certain standards.