I’m Still Here After All These Years

I’m still here after all these years.

Why am I so scared all the time, I need to wipe these tears?

What tears I have no tears coming out of my eyes, I’m not a cry baby!

I’m just sitting here thinking about women but do I really need one or do I just want one.

Women isn’t a shirt that you like, that you can just purchase!

Women are women you gotta trust them and they have to trust you.

Don’t get mad when a woman says fuck you!

If she does she’s a bitch.

If she says that, she ain’t worth having anyways.

You never really have a girl to begin with.

Everybody has to live their own life, so don’t get mad when I try to live mine.

I’ll probably never make it big writing but I’m not giving up even if it seems like I’m giving up.

Only quitters give up!

I’m not a quitter!

Why does it all have to be about sex?

I may take my time at some things but I’ll get there.

I don’t know where I’m going but I’ll get there.

I should know what I want to do, I’m almost 30, like it really matters.

I still don’t have a wife and kids yet but I’m going to try not to let that hold me down.

That’s because I’m a scary ass, I need to quit being so scared and paranoid.

I just don’t want to do the wrong thing.

I sometimes take risks very seldom though.

I don’t know if I’ll be good in management, I’ll probably be ran all over like I am now but it’s good to further my education, so I’m sticking with my college.

I want to be somebody different than most guys.

I don’t care if you are smarter than me.

All guys are not alike just like all girls are not alike.

All men aren’t pigs!

When that other guy screws you over I’ll be there to bring you back up again unless I have a girlfriend.

So go on and have your fun with him.

I’ll be right here waiting for you.

I just need to get a life and not take stuff so seriously except for the hard stuff.

I can’t wait for the day that you’ll be with me instead of see me as just a friend.

I’m tired of being in the friendship category.

If there ever comes a day!

I’ve got to get out of that feeling sorry for myself mode that I’m always in but if I don’t feel sorry for myself whose going to feel sorry for me.