Love Affair

Our relationship is different then most (I think) because we both think about each other over the ten years, we did not forget each other’s birthdays, or the lives we led, we are very attracted to each other, there is kind of special bond between us.  But my problem is that when I saw him and through the outing I was fighting every inch of my body not to kiss him or grab him and take off his clothes and have sex right there and then, I felt like I was back in love with him and that’s not good because I love my husband.  It’s kind of weird this relationship because first we had a past, it was a ahort past, but there was a past and now we are just good friend with no special benefits, though it is very hard to resist.    

So anyway that is what is going on with me, I am decideding to keep this relationship going discretly, because what he doesn’t know won’t hurt him and if he has questions for m I am ready with some lies and say that it was an old college friend and we went out for a coffe and nothing more.  The other guy knows where i stand and I trust him not to do anything stupid.  He is married to somebody with a duaghter I am married to somevody happily, so we’ll see what happens