Why Can’t I be The First One to Ask You Out?

Why can’t I be the first one to ask you out?
I’m a wussy I can’t spit it out.
Women need a man who can handle them.
It’s like that Beyonce song put a ring on it.
Sometimes we are scared that it won’t even last.
Or we don’t know how to handle our emotions and we act like an ass.
I don’t really think I act like an ass though and I always get the shit end of the deal.
They say a closed mouth don’t get fed that’s why I’m laying here another night alone on this bed.
I’ll comprehend what they tell me one day.
If they didn’t love you they wouldn’t make fun of you.
It feels pretty good to be the butt of all jokes.
Sometimes people do say serious stuff, you’ve got to distinguish between the serious and not serious.
Do your own thing if you are happy doing your own thing.
Nobody can make you happy but yourself.
Money don’t make you happy even though it’s good to have money.
I might not ever know about having a lot of money.
I don’t know if it would even be a good thing to have alot of money.
We’ll just see what the future holds.
I hope it don’t hold me working for the Courtyard the rest of my life.
I’ve got all I ever wanted but I’m still bitching.
I ain’t got all I ever wanted because I don’t have Nicole in my arms yet.
I’m not even trying and she don’t see me like that.
So what can I do?
I’m tired of living without the person I want.
I am glad I have her as a friend though, she’s cool to talk to.
Everybody needs someone to talk to.
Especially not someone who will ridicule you because they don’t see your point of view!
I’m tired of being ridiculed and looked down upon for doing the same shit you’ve done before.
I’m not a bad guy so don’t make me look like a bad guy.
I’ll do anything for anybody.