Sexual Barometer Test
I abhor falsity; first in me then in others. Yet, our entire existence is based upon a false premise. We say one thing and do another. We pretend to be happy when we are obviously unsettled, disheveled and discontent. So much deceptiveness invades every segment of our lives so as to cause a gap large enough in our everyday lives to drive a mac diesel truck through. Bottom line: we are phony! We pretend to know what we are doing but don’t have a clue. We say we do what we love and love what we do and yet we are forever looking over our shoulders or out of the corner of our eyes for something better.
You can not nor will you ever see realization or enlightenment happen (occur) by order or on demand. It comes like a thief in the night when you least expect it. When you thoroughly believe you are a million miles away from it. If you can recognize the scene or anticipate its appearance you have missed it. When you think you see it; it is not present! You must continually feed yourself on unexplained (most often, painful unexplained, supposedly guilt ridden, remorseful situations/experiences)
No one can do it for you. The assimilation process of soul food [tempting sexual liaisons] takes place in the individual alone. You (each person) must devour his/her own precarious food in totally unprepared/unexpected ways.
In the beginning of the article you took a test. Now we shall disclose some pertinent information regarding masquerading motivations.
There were ten precise categories from which you were able to select words. Each category means something relevant to your sensual/sexual artistic state of mind and body.
From 1 through 10 there were 4 A words to choose from. Let us first dissect the categories. If you chose any word from the category:
1. You are unduly restless, bored, agitated and disgruntled with your present physical shape. Attraction means everything. Stop talking about it and do something productive. Business success is directly linked to how you feel about your state of health. You don’t do very well acting as if it’s alright with you. It’s not!
2. You are secretly carrying on an affair either viably or actively in mind. Sexual activity will lead you to the real artistic talent you need to express. Eliminate guilt.
3. You are smothering the person whom you are involved with. You are whining, complaining and nagging far too much. Ever heard of the word ‘bitch’?
4. You are ready to leave and/or have already packed your bags. The situation is unbearable and you know it. Stop lying to yourself. It’s not personal. Space?
5. Now is the time to divert your energy in school, studying, reading or travel. Curb your appetite for drugs, food and alcohol so that you can find authentic pleasure.
6. You are ready for a different kind of commitment, marriage or your desperately need to express your genuine desire for a home, roots and stable relationship of communicative satisfying relevance.
7. You are separated from your true definitive sexual nature. Come to terms with the excellent erotic passion you possess. You’re gonna do what? Conceal nothing!
8. Trying to hard to control the outcome; let it be. Need to relax. Excessive worry/doubt is causing you not to be able to sleep which fuels unresolved anger.
9. Get your mind off of financial affairs. So what it the relationship/deal/score doesn’t turn out the way you plan? Another one is just around the corner. You’re far too suspicious and resentful. Get out of the past.
10. Turn the tables over. You are being so fake in your relationship and interactions. Stop the incessant mockery. You can’t stand the shit, why are you pretending like you do?
Next for the 5 words in sequential order. the number one word with the star which appealed to you the most:
#1 Embodies your mother and the current relationship you have/had with her. (Spatial influence)
#2 Represents your business/job/ profession/career.
#3 Characterizes your partner/mate/lover/wife/husband (think about that!)
#4 Determines Unresolved Issues with Father/father figure
#5 Indicates Most cherished goal/idea of success or cherished unfulfilled dream.
Remember: It’s just a MODE of Cosmic Therapy Esoteric Game;
“Don’t Mean a Thing if it Aint Got That Swing!” The song I chose, incidentally.
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Post CommentMr Ghaz
On July 15, 2009 at 9:25 am
Great work!..very interesting read.I LIKED it..Thanx for sharing this magnificent work.
Paula Andrea Pyle, MA
On July 15, 2009 at 10:01 am
Thanks! It’s so much fun to discover what’s going on down under!
Peter Doyle
On July 15, 2009 at 1:13 pm
Unfortunately Paula you seem to think everyone is in the same situation as yourself. I am truly happy and feel great all the time. I would never let myself degenerate into such cynical negativity.
cleblanc
On July 25, 2009 at 8:44 pm
i think people can be happy. its all how you look at life and knowing Jesus died to save us. Thats something to be happy about.
LOVELYHONEY
On July 31, 2009 at 12:13 pm
u could perhaps write alovely book
As I wilt
As I now wilt away
From this world today,
My mortal earthly remains
Do consign to fire right away.
Let no one weep at my bier,
Nor besides the burning fire,
I have lived a loving life,
I have always lived
With a wonderful wife.
I want to be remembered
With grace,
Let my friends of good times
See my last face,
As brimming as ever,
With a smile
Not with a trace
Of sadness or disgrace,
For as I wilt away,
Stay,
Till I am cremated,
With utmost grace.
V rank
On December 28, 2009 at 9:51 am
This is interesting… honestly i had a hard time reading this because you have an odd perspective in this article… I like though!