Dreams, Spirit and Forgiveness

I was thinking today of a dream that crossed the line into where reality used to wander.
A man came up to me in the dream and made an unusual request of me.
This man I used to have the worst crush on so I would have honored most any request he made of me. I’ll refer to him as BB.

So..still going with the dream…the request was that I take BB to meet my step father who had molested me when  I was but in kindergarten.

Not knowing why he wanted this meeting I complied at once to ride the currents of another reality with BB in tow and take him face to face with JW, the molester who turned over a new leaf at one point. BB & I were seating ourselves in this room on some living room furniture when JW popped in and took a seat on the far end of the couch where I sat, while BB sat facing us in a chair. It seemed like the only solution was that he meet JW as my descriptions of my early life in my book, Road Signs, in reality (RT, real time) just didn’t cut it for BB.

A miracle of forgiveness had happened between JW and myself when I was 14. I can describe it later but hardly anyone understands. Unless you understand that there is a God force active in our lives. I usually call it Spirit as I don’t like to go around continually explaining to the natives that there is a land across the sea populated by people just like me who actually still believe in God as a part of man’s inherent divinity.

Continuing with the dream, JW displayed his usual characteristics of setting up a constant display of yapping and spinning yarns. He was customarily into himself and not really interested in two way conversations. I grew embarrassed that he hadn’t the foggiest notion of why BB and I had come to visit. He was merely glad for the audience.

I stopped JW midway in sentence to explain I didn’t think BB was here for the reasons of a cordial and casual visit.

JW listened to me,  laughed a bit but didn’t understand and proceeded to continue with his usual enjoyment of himself.

I looked at BB and saw a very perplexed face indeed as he looked on at JW, the perpetual talking machine.

End of the confusing dream as to the why and wherefores of the incident.

Later in RT (real time) I meet up with my heart throb BB on the internet and he puts to me a request. He wants me to answer his question. His question was “why would anybody incarnate in order to straighten out a wayward soul such as JW?”

At once I remember the dream then, and I tell him about the dream, that I took him, or someone similar, I said, to let him off the hook, to meet JW in the ozone. I then explained as best I could, that there were others like me; who were destined to deal with others who may have serious addiction problems, such as JW was a sexual predator of youngsters. His redeeming factor was that his soul knew it was wrong and wanted to change. This lifetime would grant him his wish and I would play my part.

As I grew spiritually in this life, with a big boost from *ACIM, I learned and came to firmly believe there were no victims on this planet, but rather volunteers in a steady stream who fervently wanted to make it a better world for incoming further generations, until after eons of unfathomable linear time no one would be required to come into a penal planet system and all our debts would be forgiven of God, as they already are, and we would be able to forgive debts owed to us. These type of people are called retrievers. They are also able to disengage negative energy with Spirit assisting and if it is in their life plan to do so.

Our crimes against one another are already forgiven as ACIM explains because we are living a drama at present which is an illusionary reality as the body is not our real essence, but a vehicle to gain consciousness within in our travels away from our home. Knowing we are forgiven however does not give us leeway to continue to attack, blame, injure, talk against one another and be jerks. Changes come from within by desiring to do God’s will. I must qualify my statements a bit: every jot and tittle is indeed accounted for here. Being forgiven first means any who has committed a crime against another must live with that crime that was done. They must learn how to forgive themselves. There is a field of energy closest to the earth which is a field of sorrows and a gradual working through of the errors made in the preceding lives. The only way to evolve from these sorrowful and dark areas is to start trying to help others climb up out of self made hells. More on these areas later.