Prayer Being

Even though I had even come to know Father God as “daddy” the one on whose lap I could sit, who could hug me and tell me I was okay. That was with Him, in His secret place, just between Him and me, our secret. This personal dynamic source of me being oayk period, well now, that was a bit too much for me in the systematic society program. It took years for me to come to the truth that I am ok, right here and now.

I have read books which read very much like I was used to speaking with God, Father, Lord/Savior, Comforter /Guide, from the time I was very young about 4 years old; perhaps not the depth of knowing, but certainly the personable-ness.

How do you run from who you are and what you know – easy. You are forced to refuse to “see” the real truth by pain and fear; and choose instead to hide in the illusions of life, and its mirrors. You loose who you are so you can be accepted by others who don’t know you – accepted by a system dedicated to using you up. Do you recall the reality of who Neo © was in Matrix ©, before the blue pill?

So we, in choosing new life, wake up to who we really are. We are no longer limited to a system of self. We are alive to the reality of being. I thank God, that in the fullness of time, everything comes forth, if you so choose-and I did choose.

I did have a season where I came face to face with death (without God). I had a choice to make. I chose life – like Much Afraid, I sat in my cave and checked out all the stones I had picked up on my journey, and decided to keep them and obey God, whether I could see the future or not. So my fullness of time came together and is continuing.

With this said, I invite you to read on, and stay with this reading, until you have gone all the way through, and chosen life, if at all possible.

Prayer Life…What?

Most of us have an understanding of prayer. Which is – prayer is something special that we do for God. While we “do” pray and this is special to and for God, this doing is just part of the prayer life.