i was just released from the court system about a month ago, and its been a long time since i written a article so i thought i would update how i was going now that i was out of the system

my trip has been long and bumpy, alot of ups and downs but the thing that kept me going was my family and my girlfriend blossom who had a massage on bebo for me every time i came home for a visit. i like to thank Belinda and john who for privacy reason i cant tell you what these people do or why I’m thanking them, these people did alot to work around me and i never showed them much consideration but deep down i appreciated everything they did for more, my caregivers who names i wont state  (also for privacy reasons) was the best of all i was supposed to send her a Christmas card but things have been so busy since i have arrived, being that i left the system just before Christmas and yes the Christmas i had happen to be the best Christmas i had ever had that i can remember, my caregiver did so much for me and i don’t know how i would ever repay her, if anyone else ever goes through the same thing as me i have one piece of advice….. stay strong and keep going because when its over freedom will be a delicacy and you will never look at the world the same. also ii like to thank the judge who gave me a giant jade stoned blessed for me, making it tapu/sacred (Maori stuff the Americans don’t know) he payed for it out of his own money and its not everyday you get that and lastly i like to thank Dave brown who is the funniest guy to walk this earth, he could brighten up the day with one of his dry jokes he always kept everyone laughing, and lastly the Samoan caregiver who worked in the manurewa 2381D boys home, he was a funny guy just never get on his bad side 

UPDATE

well yesterday i did nothing i actually did nothing, yesterday i thought i would just lazy it around the house, i have to admit after this ride i do, do more work than i used to, i was in a very dark place before where i would have 2 showers a weeks, now I’m popping 2 a day, i never brushes my teeth and now i cant get enough and my room man it was the worst now every time i wake up i clean it before i start the day, my day usually involves engaging in some on-line gaming on halo or modern warfare (i mean the latest of these games). next week i hope to be starting work with my mum and dad cleaning because they pay more than retail stores and its only a hour a day, I’m doing pretty good for myself and i am proud of the progress i have made, and the impact i have made on my granddad who now cleans his house, and he even buys all the nice foods. last week i cooked up some lamb loin marinated in honey and chopped up mint from the garlic and it was NICE

thank you to everyone you helped me on my trip if i didn’t mention your name don’t think i forgot you I’m just really tired right now, happy 2012 everyone and think positive because that the only way to attract good stuff

Each of us differ from each other . We are different convictions in life as well as choices. We have different likes and dislikes but no such thing as weird person it just that everyone is unique in their own way. Our choices in all aspect of our life greatly reflects our personality  even in choosing a color ,  strokes of handwriting still reflect  a personality.

House style , concept and color reflects who are inside that house.

Here are some home colors that tells ones personality:

1. Shades of Red – It means passion. People who love red are optimistic , outgoing and passionate about life.

2.Shades of Blue -It means the person is calm , compassionate.  Mostly these people are peace loving people and quite ones . They are man of few words only. They are like sky and water ,cool and silent.

3.Shades of Green – This person  knows how to balance things and very cultured . Classy one and with good breeding. It signifies good vibes.

4.Shades of Yellow – The person who is in this color is shining , sunny feeling. This tells that person is a happy  , alert and and kicking. people who love this color are adventurous , intellecttual and who have a high value on freedom.

5.Shades of Purple – People who loves this color in his home is artistic , unconventional and emotional but dramatic.

6. Shades of Black – Tells that person is classy and have power. It tells also ones sexiness .

7.Shades of White – This person who love this color is very simple and  have full of innocence. He sees the world through a youthful , innocent lense.

8.Shades of Orange – It exudes vitality and cheer .  People who are into this are outgoing , easy to be with and social.

9.Shades of Gold – It is the color of wealth ,opulence and glamour. Exudes boldness, warmth , luxury and elegance.

10.Shades of Pink Blush – The color of passion and affection. She adores attention ans charismatic.

11. Shades of Maroon – It tells a mature personality. They are the generous people and have controlled passion.

12.Shades of Brown – The people who love this color are dependable to friends and family but they can be obstinate.

13.Shades of Beige -The people in here are just so light , relax and love calmness.

14.Shades of Citron – a combination of color of Yelow and Green. It tells longevity and vitality. people in here dependable yet opionated .

15.Shades of Grey – People in here love peace and silence. They are partial people.

Jung knew that there was craziness in the human brain, but he didn’t know where it could be. Therefore, he didn’t completely agree on obeying the unconscious mind. He concluded that the unconscious mind is a good counselor. However, he believed that we should make our decisions based on what our own conscience decides.

I discovered the anti-conscience, the wild side of our conscience, which has satanic characteristics and is totally absurd. The anti-conscience occupies the biggest part of our brain. This means that we are basically wild primates. We must develop our intelligence and our sensitivity in order to be balanced.

I discovered that the unconscious mind has a saintly nature and I accepted to precisely obey the unconscious guidance, without doing what my ignorant, absurd, and evil conscience desired. This is why I was cured from my dangerous neurosis. This is why I was able to continue Carl Jung’s research and cure numerous people through dream therapy since 1990. Only thanks to my obedience to the unconscious wisdom, could I surpass my teacher, and discover a lot more.

Carl Jung’s method of dream interpretation gives us a solution we didn’t expect to find. He managed to discover how we can understand the wise guidance of the divine unconscious mind that works like a doctor and teacher. The unconscious mind is our savior.

All dream images contain messages with information and lessons that protect your tiny human conscience from the attacks of our satanic anti-conscience. The anti-conscience is a demon. Since it occupies the biggest part of our brain, this means that we are merely monsters who possess a tiny human conscience; which is absurd and must be developed because it is one-sided.

The terrorism, the violence, the poverty, and all the other horrors that characterize our world prove that we are totally insane.

The cruel indifference to the misery of the poor by those who have a comfortable life proves that we are not really human. We are merely demons who possess a tiny and deficient human conscience. This is why our world is a living hell and so many mental disorders torture the human race.

The divine unconscious mind helps us eliminate our evil anti-conscience and cultivate real goodness in our hearts.

Only goodness can save us from suffering, but we are constantly induced to choose what is bad. We live in a world ruled by immorality, violence, and greed. Money is most people’s god because those who have money decide our destiny.

Our planet is gradually being destroyed by wars and pollutions, and by our absurd indifference to what is bad.

We need psychotherapy.

Only if we obey the precious unconscious guidance in our dreams (and the religious teachings from all religions) can we be cured from our absurdity and completely develop our intelligence. We must also develop our sensitivity. Otherwise, we will never be balanced.

My work opens your eyes showing you the truth as it is. If you want to find balance and live happily, you must transform your personality. This is indispensable. You have no choice.

Even if you believe that you are a normal person and you feel that you are sensible and sensitive, this is not true. The biggest part of your brain belongs to your evil anti-conscience. Only because you have inherited this content in your brain, this means that you are already crazy from birth.

The minimum logical balance you have acquired thanks to divine providence is not enough to protect you from the craziness you have inherited. You have received a human conscience because you must obey the unconscious guidance in your dreams in order to completely develop your intelligence through consciousness.

You have to also develop your sensitivity and find peace. You have to discover your spiritual reality behind the material one. Only wisdom, love, generosity, sincerity, and compassion can help you find sound mental health and happiness in life.

Therefore, stop believing that evilness is something ‘smart’. Stop being indifferent to your own absurdity and to the absurdity of the world.

Stop following the crazy mindset of your civilization. The knowledge of the absurd world cannot help you find balance. Your idiotic conscience cannot help you find peace. You need superior help.

Follow the wise guidance of your unconscious doctor, and learn how to be wise. Learn how to always be calm. Learn how to always be self-confident.

Your psychotherapy is very important, not only for you.

We need your contribution.

What can you do in order to save humanity from suffering?    

We need your creativity. We need your extraordinary personality.

Christina Sponias continued Carl Jung’s research into the human psyche, discovering the cure for all mental illnesses, and simplifying the scientific method of dream interpretation that teaches you how to accurately translate the meaning of your dreams, so that you can find health, wisdom and happiness.

Learn more at:

http://www.scientificdreaminterpretation.com

http://www.booksirecommend.com

Symbolism of the Color Purple

Purple embodies the balance of red simulation and blue calm. This dichotomy can cause unrest or uneasiness unless the undertone is clearly defined at which point the purple takes on the characteristics of its undertone. A sense of mystic and royal qualities, purple is a color often well liked by very creative or eccentric types and is the favorite color of adolescent girls.

Effects of the Color Purple

How the color purple affects us mentally and physically

• Uplifting
• Calming to mind and nerves
• Offers a sense of spirituality
• Encourages creativity

Purple Around the World

• A “purple heart” is a U.S. military decoration for soldiers wounded or killed in battle
• In Thailand, purple is worn by a widow mourning her husband’s death
• In Tibet, amethyst is considered to be sacred to Buddha and rosaries are often fashioned from it
• In Japan the color purple signifies wealth and position
• Purple denotes virtue and faith in Egypt

Fun Facts About the Color Purple

• Purple represents the planet Jupiter
• February is the month associated with the color purple and the birthstone for those born is February is Amethyst
• Purple Stones: Amethyst, Ametrine, Sugilite, Lavender Jade, Sugilite, Selenite, Iolite, Lavender Quartz, Lepidolite
• In 1999, formal moral majority spokesman Reverand Jerry Farwell, came out publicly against the children’s show Teletubbies. He believed that it’s character “Tinky-Winky” was gay– stating that he was purple- the colour of gay pride and that his antennae was triangle shaped- the symbol of gay pride
• In stained glass the color purple or violet are seen as the uniting of the “wisdom” of blue and the “love” of red and symbolizesr justice and of royalty

Quotes on Color Purple

• “I think it pisses God off if you walk by the color purple in a field somewhere and don’t notice it.” –Alice Walker
• “Born in the scientific purple.” –George Howard Darwin
• “But, luckily, he kept his wits and his Purple crayon.” –from Harold and the Purple Crayon (1955)
• “Oh, I love red. I’m very loyal to my colors. I love violet.” –Elizabeth Taylor

Colorful Phrases: Purple

• Purple Prose: an elabrorately written poem or paragraph in liteature
• Purple Heart: a medal awarded to a U.S. soldier wounded in battle
• Born to the Purple: a person who is born into a noble or royal family
• Lay It Out in Lavender: very cool, relaxed and in control

Color Trends: Passionate Purple

Purple has been called the “it” color or the “hottest” hue for more than a year but purple continues to reign supreme as the go-to color for fall and holiday. This passionate hue has held its own as a color trend with longevity in the market.

Purple: The Color of the Crown Chakra

Violet (purple) is the color of the Crown chakra, also known as the Sahasrara. This chakra is located at the top of the head. The Crown chakra is linked to the crown of the head, the nervous system, and the brain, and is representative of pure thought.This chakra connects one with the infinite consciousness. Opening this chakra will help tap into a deep spiritual understanding.

a calm like a ship on an ocean sailed 

I can only do what I can and stand still

even though my heart beats I only will

stand up against all the pressure I feel

is more than enough to bear and deal

with all I have been made so aware of

the tightness feels like a new leather glove

The peace within me comes from knowing

I can control that which has been unfolding

brewing out at sea like a buoy tossed about

grounded by a force where I want to shout

yet comfort has taken a hold over the stern

with each experience I come upon can learn

the direction from the compass is a chance

to stand against the rough waters and dance.

It’s good for those with insomnia because it puts you to sleep. Its also good for patients with anorexia or an eating disorder. It can help people with suicidal thoughts , people with anxiety or stress. It can be used for headaches instead of the dangerous drugs such as acetaminophen which damages the liver. If marijuana was legal there wouldn’t be any drug dealers and no one would go to jail for smoking or dealing marijuana.

Its also good for the people with anger management problems and alchoholics trying to quit drinking.

It’s also a proven fact that marijuana helps those patients with cancer and such. If marijuana was made legal then there would be no people smoking spice and herbs sold as incense and/or potpourri which is very dangerous when smoked. And marijuana can be smoked in a vaporizer which is very safe for the lungs if the smoker does not like blunts or pipes/bongs. Marijuana is proven to be healthier than drinking and smoking cigarettes so i think cigarettes and alcohol should be banned instead of marijuana and if marijuana was made legal the government would be making a lot more money because everyone would be smoking it.

I think weed should be legalized because its safe healthy and its good for curing diseases disorders and its very relaxing.

What you see is sometimes more important than what you hear. When talking to a person, what I see from the person’s face and the gestures greatly influence the way I appreciate his/her message. That is one important thing I look to find the person’s sincerity. From simple clear reflection on the eyes, I know I could feel it.

During my recent travel to a vacation island, I thought the pump boat would flip over. The waves were like vicious beasts as we cross the blue sea. I was relieved when I learned that it was only a 10-minute travel. If it lasted for at least 1 hour bouncing and gripping on the wooden seats of the boat, perhaps I would go throw my stomach out.

I was 1 of the 8 passengers on the boat and there were only 3 crew navigators. As we stepped on the ladders of the dancing boat, some of the passengers were horrified. They were whispering words of panic. I wasn’t alarmed by what I heard because I have been to worse sea travels before. When I saw their pale faces, I got a little worried. I studied the life jacket above my head remembering how to put on it. I imagined myself swimming hopelessly through the big waves slowly swallowing me down. That would be a sad ending of my life. All of my pending dreams began fading out in the air. My mind shouted “I can’t die this way. Not this time!”

I looked at the driver’s “mini-cockpit”. I saw every inch of his muscles struggling to maneuver the steering wheel. It seemed like he was wrestling a big monster trying to kill him. This thought made me wonder if I were in his place, I didn’t think I could do just what he did. While busy on the wheel, he also gave instructions to his crew members who were busy on their navigation routines. His voice was powerful yet polite enough to win over the respect of his crew members.

In an instant the driver looked straight into my eyes as if he knew I studied his every move. Peace and calmness, I saw on his face. I knew he wasn’t worried. Probably he had been to navigate on worse conditions. I knew he was more than positive about what he was doing. Right there and then, I knew I would be safe that time. There was magic in his stare that tamed my worries.

This old guy didn’t even talk to any of us passengers but his warm and calm face was more than an assertion that everything was alright. If his face showed panic, I think I would also panic. That’s how important a person’s gestures and facial expressions are!

Water dreams are most common during times when emotions are heightened such as an eminent wedding, change of residence, emigration to a new country or a life threatening surgery. In the interpretation of all dreams and particularly in water dreams – how you ‘felt’ has great significance.

Size / Depth

Larger bodies of water such as oceans, lakes and rivers may imply greater depth of emotion, while smaller pools of water may imply small residual feelings not yet resolved. Memories associated with these entities are also symbolic.

Calm / Clear

To see calm, clear water in a dream indicates inner contentment and peace. It is especially auspicious if it is a large body of water such as an ocean, which also indicates being in touch with spirituality.

Dirty

Muddy water is symbolic of muddy emotions about situations which may be causing feelings of confusion. When clear water dreams take over, previously unresolved situations will be ‘clearer’ in the conscious mind also.

Rough

A stormy sea may indicate that you feel angry about something or threatened by forces outside of your control. Struggling in rough water often indicates feeling overwhelmed by emotions.

Frozen

Frozen water represents frozen emotions or not being in touch with emotions. It may also indicate holding onto grievances with another person; freezing up or withdrawing feelings. It is symbolic of ‘stopped’ emotions.

Lake / Waterfall

A lake represents an emotional group. A waterfall often represents emotions on the edge, which must empty into a main pool; a cleansing of negative emotion, re-energizing, and a return to peace.

Ocean / Waves

A calm sea may show inner contentment and peace of mind. A stormy sea with many waves may indicate that you feel angry about something or threatened by forces outside of your control.

Rain / Storm

Rain in a dream foretells improvements that will bring joy, such as a sense of freedom from a failing relationship (tears).  Dreaming of being soaked by a rainstorm denotes prosperity through an emotional loss such as an inheritance

Swimming / Floating

Swimming or floating in clear water bodes well for emotional fulfilment. Swimming with other people in clear water indicates emotional support. Swimming lengths of a pool implies building up emotional stamina for a long-term commitment.

Walking on Water

To dream of walking on water indicates total control over emotions. It also suggests needing to ‘stay on top’ of emotions and retain emotional control. It is also symbolically a dream of emotional confidence. 

Struggling / Drowning

To see water rising around you, or you are struggling in water indicates feeling overwhelmed by emotions, often through a lack of communication. To dream of being lost at sea represents an overload of emotions giving rise to confusion.

Thirst / Drinking

Being thirsty in a dream indicates a craving for emotional enrichment. Being able to quench your thirst is a sign of achievement. If the drink is sweet it may represent a sweet relationship, whereas if it is sour, it may indicate a challenge.

Boiling

To dream that water is boiling, suggests that you are expressing some emotional turmoil. Feelings from your unconscious are surfacing and ready to be acknowledged. You need to let out some steam. 

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To be zen, just think of yourself in a calm, peaceful place. Let go of all the tensions in your life and just focus on the setting and the scenery, what you smell, taste, hear, and see.  Oh, and feel.  For example:

The swirls of lavender, maroon, and caramel, blended into the soft afternoon sunset, loom over me.  I can hear the crisp wind tenderly combing the sand dunes, and then gently breathing life into the dazzling flames of the exotic Tiki candle.  I stare at the glassy sea, reflecting the moonshine.  As I close my eyes to contemplate about nothingness and harmony.   I only think about how I am surrounded by nothingness, just the blank, white sand.  

Not the case. It takes more than the standard 9-5 to mark papers. It takes more than 9-5 to plan, research and produce important research (of course important could be debated). No one is able to do their job seriously without taking more than their allotted hours. Running 60-80 hour weeks forever would burn you out unless there was some possiblity of reward.

That’s why there is such thing as sabbatical

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sabbatical

The Sabbatical was coyned in the bible, refering to the Sabbath day (Sunday). Nowadays, we’re not so sentimental about the Sunday rest, but do on occasion call it the Sabbath. Instead the expression means an extended break from employment.

It is a way for a hardworking employee to take a break from their job. It began in the Universities but now has slid into the business world. If you are an asset, you can apply for it in many companies. If you are worth it, your company will consider it. A well rested employee is more efficent than the burn out case that worked every day until they retired.

From personal experience, you can take some time out and clear your head. You can work out what you want from life, and rest. There’s nothing worse than a burnt out case.