While next to her, he slept

Despite knowing of the pain

He caused to her each day

She loves him yet she hates

Can’t stand when he berates

She prays it ends, and soon

With hopes he’ll change his ways

She knows he cannot change

It’s just how life’s arranged

She knows she’ll have to leave him

The choice is hers to make

He’ll force her then to stay

If she leaves him in the day

So night time’s when she’ll leave

To insure she gets away

She goes

Not wanting to look back

But knows

She’s wary of attack

She hopes

That one day it will cease

She prays

That she will find some peace

Her morning starts with sunshine

Though clouds aren’t far behind

She lives in fear, but moves ahead

To secure a life of hope

Her work and life progressing

Though fears are hers, repressing

She does what she must do

Just so that she can cope

She goes

Not wanting to look back

But knows

She’s wary of attack

She hopes

That one day it will cease

She prays

That she will find some peace

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Osama Bin Laden’s youngest wife revealed that al-Qaida leader has spent most of his escape to live inthe cities of Pakistan, moving from safe house and fathered four children.

Details of bin Laden’s life after the attacks of 11 September 2011 in America, it contains the interrogation reports Amal AhmedAbdulfattah, widow of bin Laden from Yemen who was 30 years old.

Abdulfattah told investigators, bin-Laden family separated for several months after the attack. He said he had gathered again in 2002 with bin Laden in Peshawar and then moved into the Swat valley.

They then moved to Haripur, nearthe Pakistani capital, Islamabad. When it is said she gave birth to two children at the government hospital and stayed only two or three hours at the clinic at the two births.

Bin Laden family eventually settled in Abbottabad in 2005 where she gave birth to two children. Bin Laden was killed in Abbottabad in the U.S. commando raid in May. Abdulfattah foot injuries in the attack.

Abdulfattah Pakistan is now in custody along with two wives andseveral other bin Laden. Their lawyers estimated that bin Laden family to be charged on Monday for staying in Pakistan illegally and may be subject to a five-year prison sentence.

Can you imagine being part of a team knocking down an old house, only to be treated to a golden shower as your crow-bar bites into the ceiling of the room you are in? A French champagne producer literally did hit gold in this way, when workers making repairs on his property, to an old building, brought a shower of US coins that had been carefully hidden away in the rafters of the room.

Head of the Alexandre Bonnet champagne-producing firm Francois Lange described the treasure trove consisting of 497 $20 face-value gold coins minted between 1851 and 1928 and worth about $1million today. Half of the find will go the workers, half to the owner in what has to be the luckiest of finds, the treasure building a former grape-drying facility belonging to somebody trading in the 1930s with the USA.

In another twist on questionable toy releases, Mattel have announced the William and Kate wedding Barbies, the royal pair shown with Kate wearing that Alexander McQueen designed lace white dress and William wearing his red Irish Guards uniform, of course.

Aimed at adult collectors, this royal pair will be on sale from April to coincide with the  first anniversary of the couple,  and can be pre-ordered now on Amazon for £99.99, or around $150.

Going back to being lucky, 36 year-old Ludovic Masciave was driving through his car through the French Alps – the Arly Gorge in fact -when he found the roof of his car caving in of him as a TWENTY ton rock crashed down on it.

This unfortunate man, astonishingly, survived the impact, taken to the local hospital to recover. He recalls driving slowly at 40 – 50 km per hour when a sudden, terrible shock brought the vehicle to a jarring halt upon which he immediately lost consciousness. How he escaped from the vehicle alive, the entire vehicle crushed beneath that rock, beggars belief, the car so damaged that rescue workers couldn’t even tell what kind of car it was, his injuries including flattened lungs and several broken ribs.

Another odd claim is that of a British excavation, saying they struck gold by discovering a site that may solve the mystery of where the legendary, biblical Queen of Sheba got her fabled treasure some three millennia ago. Sheba of those times spanned what today is Ethiopia and Yemen, giving vast quantities of gold to King Solomon.

The team have unearthed an huge ancient goldmine, the ruins of a temple and the site of a battlefield in what was this ancient land, headed by Louise Schofield, archaeologist and former British Museum curator.

They found a 20ft stone slab, carved with a Sheba-style sun and crescent moon, beneath the stone an inscription in Sabaean, the language of the Queen of Sheba. Nearby found parts of a buried temple apparently dedicated to main Sheba deity moon god, was found.

Sheba, a thousand year-long 8th century BC civilisation that prospered, their queen immortalised in both bible and Qur’an, her image standing for divine wisdom in Turkish and Persian paintings, as well in medieval Christian mystical works.

A full excavation will soon be underway, but initial tests by the gold prospector who first brought her attention to the mine show that it is extremely large, and very possibly might turn out to be in reality the King Solomon’s Mine of legend.

Thought you were my angel

Now it’s all gone to truth

You’ve brought me down

To the lowest low

I’m broken inside

You would know

Sometimes trying to be strong

Only brings memories

Sometimes forgetting your past

Takes a whole lot of thinking

Because I’m not the kind to forgive and forget

I want to leave now

No matter how this is

Well it’s just to late

To tell me that you didn’t mean it

That you were wrong and I was right

That you only spent the night

Trying to figure out how

You can make it up to me

It’s just to late to say you’re sorry

You hold your head up high

Never dare to swallow your pride

It’s there as long as you live

Well I call you out

You don’t mind

It’s the exact same thing every time

I’m still wishing I had said more

Damage control

But nobody that matters knows

I’m so glad that I’m gone

Well you’ve caused me pain

Well it’s just to late

To tell me that you didn’t mean it

That you were wrong and I was right

That you only spent the night

Trying to figure out how

You can make it up to me

It’s just to late to say you’re sorry

Well I don’t care how much you think of yourself

A stupid mistake

And now you call me out

I never tried

Never hurt

Now you’ve just taken me

And broken me

Now all that I have

Is a terrible memory

Well it’s just to late

To tell me that you didn’t mean it

That you were wrong and I was right

That you only spent the night

Trying to figure out how

You can make it up to me

It’s just to late to say you’re sorry

     We need change and we always try to find new things which can make our life easier . We need amusement and we need silence as well . Everything depends on our state of  mind .

    I have a question for you , does silence make you uncomfortable ? If no one chatting around you , if there is no crowd or if you are alone at home without any music , you feel sick . Then, it can be a state of disturbed mind .

     Noise and busy environment can make you stressed and dizzy . If you work for a long time in a crowded , congested and noisy place , you become used to it but your internal subconscious mind still wants peace for a while.

     You may think yourself happy and you look healthy as well without silence but in a long-term it can harm your concentrating power , learning ability and other psychological phenomena .

     Even silence makes you uncomfortable and bothers you , you have to practise to keep yourself silent by choosing a quiet environment .  Even though you want to escape silence , your body and mind need it all the time .

    Once in a while , keep yourself aloof  from your hectic,troublesome,busy and noisy routine and give your brain a sound treat .

I am almost on the point of loosing it. I am trying to have an income for me and my family and there are so many distractions that I am dealing with right now. But my children are the least of my problems. It is that witch who cannot understand that I also have to make something for myself than to be a slave around here doing everything. Everything except having my old life back where I can support what we need.

She is doing it in purpose so that we cannot leave this place anymore. I am like Rapunsel locked in the tower only to find out that I should be getting more than inside of this prison I got myself into. I need to have a good escape plan. Do not be threatened from the risk that I will face. Do not get vowed with emotional chains that is imprisoning me. It is time to go and live!

Mind blowing right?  The sets are amazing, the props are amazing, and the special effects are orgasmic.  The portal gun looks like the gun from the game, not to mention the portals it shoots.  Everything is perfected in this video, and the twist ending makes it better.  This could easily become a movie, and in the comments section many fans ask for one.  Although making a storyline that differs from the game would be difficult.  As well as making the movie, not to mention the fact that Chell is mute, and so dialogue wouldn’t be present, making plot advancement difficult.  The video got over 2 million views in two days, which is very impressive.  Even if you haven’t played portal, the video can still be enjoyable and make sense to you.  It is one of the best Portal videos I’ve ever seen. 

The one thing Ms. Anthony does have is sympathizers. However, they are disorganized, without time and unable to communicate. Her legal team, undoubtedly, will step up to the plate and squirrel her away, at least temporarily, to a safe house. It won’t be easy evading the media, but it can be done. The attorneys, with their collegial network, have ready access to a number of city, beach or other vacation homes where she can lay low and receive the support necessary to her survival. As a matter of ethics, they owe her this. As a practical matter, they may have a financial interest in her.

Ending up in the friend zone typically happens when as a guy, you spend a lot of time interacting with a girl, but you show no sexual or romantic intentions. In fact you behave as another one of her girlfriends.

And when you behave this way, the girl ends up feeling towards you the way she would feel towards ‘just a friend’. Thus, if at one point you decide to express romantic feelings towards the girl, she will not be able to relate to them because she only sees you as a friend.

The good news is that you can learn how to escape the friend zone, and actually do this. It’s a matter of applying some straightforward behavioral changes in your interactions with her.

Help Her See You as a Different Person

The first relevant step is to help her change her perception about who you are as a guy. You want to make small but significant changes that in way, make her not recognize you anymore and feel like she’s interacting with a new person.

You can start with your outward appearance: begin dressing in a different way, wear colors you usually don’t wear and accessorize with style. Another change you can add is to start going out with the girl to new places and doing new things together.

Last but not least, make changes in your behavior around her. For example, talk more about topics you usually don’t talk about, be more outgoing and decisive, or use a louder and firmer voice. As the girl picks up these changes, she’ll start breaking away from her old perceptions and feeling towards you.

Listen Less, Tease More

A common pattern for guys who are in the friend zone is that they tend to listen to the girl a lot, always let her talk about her problems and try to support her. Thus, the girl often uses them as an emotional cushion and a trashcan to sump her negative feelings.

If this is the case, stop it immediately! Stop showing so much support when a girl whines to you and begin changing the subject instead. You may take it one step further and tell the girl that you’re not in a mood to listen to her problems.

Now, if the listening to her whining is removed from your conversations, what will replace it? My advice is to replace it with fun, positive, relaxed conversation, and with teasing. Teasing is an excellent way to demonstrate masculine confidence and to help a woman to see you in a more masculine way.

Flirt With Her

If you begin teasing a girl, you’re stepping into flirting territory. Don’t stop at the border of this territory; go all the way in. Flirt with the girl verbally, give her sexual compliments, touch her a lot during your interactions and talk more about more sexual topics.

Probably the most important thing you can do in is to verbally and charmingly express the fact that you like her, and to show her your sexual intentions. All these flirting behaviors create positive tension between you two and have the best chances of helping the girl develop sexual feelings towards you.

Put these pieces of advice into practice, and you’ll see the girl you’re interested in acting in new, more sexual ways towards you. By being a confident, sexual and expressive man, you’re creating for yourself the opportunity to attract a girl instead of becoming her girlfriend.

There is always light at the end of the tunnel, except for the fact that light is a train and you’re standing on the tracks, it is more like  you know you’re falling and no one calls 911 or worst. If one of the partners is the bread earner it could easily end up into self pity for the other, the incessant bludgeon of not doing enough compared to their spouse causes bitterness. The adaptations made to re-shape the lifestyles accordingly eats away all the charm that is left to the dreamy bubble, reality hits hard and blows out all the affection. For better or for worse vows tilt the equilibrium to worse side and sharing the worse becomes a challenge. It does not merely stops at being a problem related to earning enough dough and no single plan can workout for such marriages. It requires numerous modifications and compromises since there are no bailouts and no fairy god mothers.

Erasing debts and mopping out the economic dust that accumulates under the carpet of life is not an easy procedure and calls for resilience and patience. Till then it is safe to stop aiming for objectives that are out of reach and focalize the priorities. Enjoy the simple pleasures of life because the rosy glow of pre-marriage romance may not be there. Talking things out on a regular basis and dishing out concerns honestly, is one way of getting the load of the chest. Sinking down under the weight of financial woes could be an easy escape but to stay afloat one needs courage and endurance.