Thank god spring is here, ive just spent the last five months as miserable as hell, i think i suffer with that climate or weather condtion S.A.D when the weather is bloody miserable and its raining all the time i get ill and deppressed. i need Sunshine.

its Sunshine that keeps me going, it makes me happy and i can talk happy things. must be something to do with the dopermine levels in the brain or the serotonin melenin and meletonin chemicles that do the trick. anyway whatever the juices that flow into me head i want more because its good vibrations. i dont drink alcahol i hate the stuff, it tastes vile, any kind of alcahol is pure hell to me. and i dont do drugs like smoke the weed, how the hell can any one smoke that crap and not get brain ache. i tried smoking cannabis once….my God i hated the stuff, it sent me paranoid, i laid on my mates bed in his flat thinking he was taking the piss out of me for being so doped up. i wanted to beat the shit out of him. i knew then that i would never smoke that crap again. so you see i am a totaly miserable sod. because i dont partake in any recreational drink or drugs.what the hell am i going to do to releive my missery, i mean i just cannot go on taking in all this sunshine because it will burn me. i need another outlet or inlet to unwind from my stressful days. so you lt out there, you got any ideas. by the way dont mention activity of any kind like walking or cycling because i am a lazy sod and dont need to lose weight either, i am slim build healthy but lazy and hate any kind of activity as i do alot around the house and look after my son. so i need to just listen to some quiet music and take a pill of some kind and settle back and let it happen.